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Interviews with Kang Chol-hwan

Interviewed January 6, 2010

At that time I was 9 years old, so I was in the 3rd grade of elementary school. Back then, raising goldfish in aquariums in your home was a very popular thing to do. I think on that particular day, I was playing around the Daedong river area with my friends.

I was always trying to get new fish and fill my aquarium with new kinds of fish. I had so many fish. This was something I was very proud of.

On that particular day, my friends came over to my house, and suddenly told me that you don’t need these fish anymore, so you should give them to us.

At first I didn’t understand what they meant, and later I found out that rumors had already spread around the neighborhood that my family had been labeled as anti-regime and that we could not live in Pyongyang anymore. When I had asked my parents whether this was true, they shed tears and told me it was.

What happens, is the day before you are sent to the prison, a member of the security bureau comes and visits us at our home and he just without any context tells our family that our grandfather is involved in a matter of treason and that we were supposed to kill all of you, but we are doing you the favor of saving your lives and having you live somewhere else instead. So if these people tell you that one of your family members is a traitor, then you have no other choice but to accept it and do as you’re told.

Back then, I was living with my parents, younger sister, uncle, and grandmother. But because my mother came from a family that was very close to the Workers’ Party,

if she gets arrested, then the Songbun status of her family would also be tarnished, so what happens often times is in situations like this, the authorities would force you to get a divorce.

That happened with my parents as well because my mother actually told us she would come to the prison camp with us, but in the end, she did not.

The authorities forced her to divorce my father so that her part of the family could be saved.

[The Workers’ Party of Korea is the communist party that has run North Korea since the state was established in 1948. Songbun is a system used by the North Korean regime to classify citizens’ attitudes toward the regime as core, wavering, or hostile. An individual’s songbun status is influenced by his family’s status and helps determine career prospects, housing and even access to food.]

Even when I heard that, I really didn’t have any idea how miserable life could get. I thought that we were moving to another place, so I selected about 30 of my fish from the aquarium to take with me to our new place. The rest of the fish I gave away to my friends.

We were supposed to travel very far. One of the regime’s security personnel told me that I was not allowed to take the aquarium with me. I really begged as a little child, and he said, “OK, just take it with you.” So I took the aquarium all the way to the prison camp.

I think I’m probably the only person to enter the prison camp with an aquarium. That is where the title of my book, The Aquariums of Pyongyang comes from.

[The Aquariums of Pyongyang is a book by Kang Chol Hwan and Pierre Rigoulot published in 2000. It describes Kang’s imprisonment in the North Korean gulag.]

When I reached the prison camp with the aquarium, half of my fish were dead. When I replaced the water of the aquarium, another half died so I was left with about 10 fish.

Because I was forced to do labor, I couldn’t really give my attention to the fish after that.

I couldn’t feed them enough. So in the end, I was left with 3 fish alive. Then winter came and the room temperature fell below 0 degrees Celsius, so my remaining 3 fish also froze to death.

That kind of symbolized that my connection with the outside world had been severed completely.